Again, written a couple years ago, confused about a certain situation. I know, it sounds a little emo, but I think it's good.
Jan. 29, 2007
It's just one of those things you can't help, wanting so badly to get rid of the thing you want the most
Wanting to move on, yet wanting to go back
Wishing I could find a new way to live, but yearning for a familiar life
Wanting to put out the fire, but wanting to make the flame bigger
Trying to pull myself out of the water, at the same time, wanting to drown in it
Pushing with one hand, pulling with the other
Letting it go, clinging to it with all my strength
Skip to the next track, replay one song over and over
Close the curtains, tear them down
Throw it all up, take another bite
Cover the wound, make it bleed again
Go away, come back. Leave me alone, don't ever let me go again
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